The Good Life

I’ve talk to a new friend of mine and some light has shined upon some situations I have had. I have been head over heels for some guy since I was in middle school, to say the least he made me happy. Friends was all we ever were going to be, and I could handle it for the most part. He would always have a girl on his arm, and I was the one behind her. If she treated him badly, I was the shoulder to cry on, I was the one there for him. It was like he was blind to the love that I had for him. He was blind to the happiness that lied before him, the passion that could have burned, and alas the flame dimmed.

I went away from him, which I thought was best, but in the end it wasn’t. I yearned to be near him like it used to be. The laughing and all the smiles had faded, as well as our friendship. It felt as if nothing would be right. The girls he had been with destroyed who he was as a person. They said that he was nothing to them, pathetic, etc. To me though, he was an amazing man who would stand by me through it all. For the most part he did. He made me realize that I had a heart, and that it contained many emoitions I never thought I could feel.

He made me feel what love was and everyday I thank him for that. <3

Facebook is a site I’m pretty sure everyone has, I mean I know I do. I love going on there you know talking to my friends, etc. Recently though, people have been doing a lot of shit talking on there. All I can do is laugh, because honestly, if you have something to say, just say it to their face. Why would you do it on the internet? I mean, what are we, five? I highly doubt a pre-schooler would have a Facebook. It just shows what a coward you really are, and have you have no balls to say anything face to face.

This also goes for Formspring. People can talk shit and hate on you without even have their name posted with the stuff that they choose to say. It’s really kinda funny I think. I mean people’s jealousy issues are really just getting out of control.

Grow up. Kthx. :)

I’ve realized lately that my life isn’t always going to be easy. Nothing it always going to go exactly as planned, but we have to make the best of it. It might seem like I’m leading the perfect life at home, and I’m not. I want someone to talk a walk in my shoes, but unfortunately, no one dares step to the task. I dance in my shoes though, no worries. I have loved before, and it’s one of the best feelings in the world despite what people have said or still say. Love equals giving up your precious heart to one person, which is real risky; in the end of it all, it’s worth it.

I just want to say through the hardships, we can pull through it all. Some days it might not seem that way, but we always can. You just have to strive to succeed to get what you want. It’s not going to be handed to you on a silver plate, I mean unless it’s caviar. :p

I’ve come a long way, as well as most people. I used to impatient, stubborn, and a hot head. Now, I am just ten times worse. I believe it’s the Italian and Scottish mixture in me. Oops, my bad. I am learning to control my emotions a little bit though, I mean I believe everyone needs to. People in West V, get to hyped up over the smallest things, it’s not that serious. Please just go and take some Ridilin. Ha.